Im the strong one. The one everyone comes to for a shoulder to cry on. I'm the oldest of 8. I've had to raise my siblings at times because my parents couldn't. Im a mother now and want my son to see me as strong. But between getting cheated on and going through divorce and feeling like ill never have someone to trust enough to be vulnerable around I just can't be strong anymore tonight. I can't stop the tears. I just want a shoulder I can cry on for once.