I turned 17 today and I feel super bad. Like I still feel so immature and not ready to be this old. But there’s no stopping it and I’m scared my life is going to quickly for me to be able to actually live it. But I can’t think of anything to slow things down, and I don’t want to hold back anyone around me. I just wanted to say this even if it’s anonymously because I didn’t want anyone to think I was sad on my b day, but I feel bad that I couldn’t enjoy all the fun things I did today because I felt like no matter what i did it would be over too soon. But I still had a fun day, just having a hard time excepting how old I’m getting now.