I appreciate everything I have, but I feel like I don't deserve anything. I feel like I'm the most useless person on earth, I seriously wish I wasn't born so I wouldn't live in this shit of a place we call home. I've lost all hope in myself, in my religion and I'm lost. anyone would deserve what I have more than me, I don't understand why anyone would have children, why? just why would you raise a child in this fucked up world. I can't talk to anyone because that's not how I'm supposed to think, Fuck off. Fuck human ever.