I feel like complete shit and feel like a failure. I can’t meet my parent’s expectations. I can’t be that friend that everyone needs. I can’t be that person that people can look up to. I can’t be that person who is free to have a life that they are able to have, they are able to create. I don’t want a life that’s already been set up for me. I don’t want a life where I have to work up towards someone else’s goal. I’m sick and tired of that. I want a family that is accepting of who I am and what my goals are. I want a family that I can turn to and say “I need you.” I want that emotional support that I need. I want them to say “I am proud of you” for even the simplest of things and remind me that I am trying my best and working hard. I want a friend that I can trust, a friend who will listen to all my problems and make sure that I am okay. A friend that can drop down what they are doing and come hug me and tell me, “It’s going to be alright.” A friend that I can turn to when my family can’t be there. A friend who will care. A friend who can love me for who I am.I feel like I am asking for a lot but at the same time, I feel like this is the least someone can ask for. No, I am not asking for a car, no I am not asking for a phone. I just need someone to accept me. I don’t care if anyone else doesn’t accept me, I just need that special friend, that family, to accept me for who I am and who I want to be.