I’m so tired. Coronavirus is making me deep deeper into my depression. I’ve been contemplating suicide for longer amounts of time now. All I want is a true friend. I just want to hang out and watch a movie and just laugh all day with them. But because of how I feel, I’ve become short tempered and my mood swings get to the best of me. That makes it hard for me to keep the people I meet. For 4 years I’ve been asking to go to therapy because of my condition. If I would have gotten medicine sooner, I probably would’ve still had my group of friends and a s/o.