I am tried of living to meet my parents expectations. They have too much expectations for me and they let my brother do as he wishes. He didn't have to worry about his marks and I have to even write his exams for him. I am sick and tired of listening to my parents complaining about their life their problems. I just want to kill myself but I am worried about my parents reputation. The only thing I can do is cut myself and blame myself for being a burden to others. My school is about to reopen and I don't have any friends I have been alone for years, covid 19 was actually a blessing for me. I am too tensed about facing other. I just want to die.