I just want to feel

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As long as I can remember my emotions have never really felt like they were working, I have experienced death of friends and family and have not shed a single tear; seen beautiful women, but my heart never fluttered; experienced tragedies, but always felt calm. I feel like I'm broken, the simplest emotions remain, I can feel hate and joy, but not love or sorrow. It feels as though I'm empty, a shell of a person who never existed. Just what am I....