I f*cking hate canada and the U.S.A.Its never ONCE treated me well. The only reason why I have a *shred* of self worth left is because of my friends from Russia and Japan who think im the greatest f*cking thing since sliced bread, but over here I've been bullied to the point of wanting to kill myself since f*cking kindergarten and im sick of it. I want to go on as an exchange student to Russia, but my dad is retarded and thinks they're all secretly commies or something. F*cking imbecile. And I have like a year and a half to gather the money for it (its f*cking expensive) and I doubt I can now because I can't get a job because of corona. I just want to leave here. I was loved and popular last year, but then one of the kids who bullied me all my f*cking life got expelled from his school and whaddya know, he comes to MINE. Now everyone here hates me because of the shit he spread about me, and i swear to god every time i get the balls to finally just end it, i wake up and apparently i was asleep. I just want to leave this place, go to russia/japan where im loved and just restart. I f*cking hate everyone here, and the worst part is i dont have anyone to even share my frustrations with anymore except for a few friends who im scared of losing, so thats why my pathetic ass is here, typing paragraph upon paragraph about my useless f*cking life and my worthless dreams that will never come true, because i seem to just be super f*cking unlucky.

I f*cking hate canada and the U.S.A.Its never ONCE treated me well. The only reason why I have a *shred* of self worth left is because of my friends from Russia and Japan who think im the greatest fucking thing since sliced bread, but over here I've been bullied to the point of wanting to kill myself since fucking kindergarten and im sick of it. I want to go on as an exchange student to Russia, but my dad is retarded and thinks they're all secretly commies or something. Fucking imbecile. And I have like a year and a half to gather the money for it (its fucking expensive) and I doubt I can now because I can't get a job because of corona. I just want to leave here. I was loved and popular last year, but then one of the kids who bullied me all my fucking life got expelled from his school and whaddya know, he comes to MINE. Now everyone here hates me because of the shit he spread about me, and i swear to god every time i get the balls to finally just end it, i wake up and apparently i was asleep. I just want to leave this place, go to russia/japan where im loved and just restart. I fucking hate everyone here, and the worst part is i dont have anyone to even share my frustrations with anymore except for a few friends who im scared of losing, so thats why my pathetic ass is here, typing paragraph upon paragraph about my useless fucking life and my worthless dreams that will never come true, because i seem to just be super fucking unlucky.

Just kill yourself. If you're not liked in Canada of all places, where there's the nicest people on earth, you might as well just end your life. Don't kid yourself saying that it will be different in different places. Even if you dont kill yourself even though you definitely should, you should just give up on your dreams. You're worth nothing and should feel bad.

Just kill yourself. If you're not liked in Canada of all places, where there's the nicest people on earth, you might as well just end your life. Don't kid yourself saying that it will be different in different places. Even if you dont kill yourself even though you definitely should, you should just give up on your dreams. You're worth nothing and should feel bad.

Re: I just want to f*cking leave

I agree with the first reply that it's the same everywhere. Every country in the world has people who would dislike you for no reason. But you don't have to kill yourself. I envy you because you have dreams. I don't. I have nothing I wanna do in life. I'm stuck to thinking what I'll do coz everything I tried so far is tiring and doesn't make me happy at all. I want to have a dream. Dreams aren't worthless. That is why I feel empty and I feel like I was born for nothing. If all dreams are easy to achieve, then everyone would be happy but it's not. Keep striving and you'll reach your dream.

I agree with the first reply that it's the same everywhere. Every country in the world has people who would dislike you for no reason. But you don't have to kill yourself. I envy you because you have dreams. I don't. I have nothing I wanna do in life. I'm stuck to thinking what I'll do coz everything I tried so far is tiring and doesn't make me happy at all. I want to have a dream. Dreams aren't worthless. That is why I feel empty and I feel like I was born for nothing. If all dreams are easy to achieve, then everyone would be happy but it's not. Keep striving and you'll reach your dream.

Def do not kill yourself. I swear, people somehow lose empathy and morality when interacting with others when your identity is unknown. And not every country is the same, a lot of countries in the East, like the Middle East (excluding the Gulf States) are very societal centered and spiritual. Yes everyone loves luxury, but they know it is not worth messing up one's life. I encourage you to go on a spiritual path. I feel like you are fed up with this world and its material mindset. Find spirituality and a greater purpose. Also, get a support system. I urge you to pick up a Quran or listen to its recitation on YT. Just try it and see how you feel. Open your heart and let the light of its words connect with the light of your heart. May God bless you and grant you ease with your hardship <h2>"Allah burdens not a person beyond his scope. He gets reward for that (good) which he has earned, and he is punished for that (evil) which he has earned. "Our Lord! Punish us not if we forget or fall into error, our Lord! Lay not on us a burden like that which You did lay on those before us (Jews and Christians); our Lord! Put not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Pardon us and grant us Forgiveness. Have mercy on us. You are our Maula (Patron, Suppor-ter and Protector, etc.) and give us victory over the disbelieving people" 2:286</h2><h2>"For indeed, with hardship [will be] ease. For indeed, with hardship [will be] ease." 94:5-6</h2><h2> </h2>

Def do not kill yourself. I swear, people somehow lose empathy and morality when interacting with others when your identity is unknown. And not every country is the same, a lot of countries in the East, like the Middle East (excluding the Gulf States) are very societal centered and spiritual. Yes everyone loves luxury, but they know it is not worth messing up one's life. I encourage you to go on a spiritual path. I feel like you are fed up with this world and its material mindset. Find spirituality and a greater purpose. Also, get a support system.I urge you to pick up a Quran or listen to its recitation on YT. Just try it and see how you feel. Open your heart and let the light of its words connect with the light of your heart. May God bless you and grant you ease with your hardship"Allah burdens not a person beyond his scope. He gets reward for that (good) which he has earned, and he is punished for that (evil) which he has earned. "Our Lord! Punish us not if we forget or fall into error, our Lord! Lay not on us a burden like that which You did lay on those before us (Jews and Christians); our Lord! Put not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Pardon us and grant us Forgiveness. Have mercy on us. You are our Maula (Patron, Suppor-ter and Protector, etc.) and give us victory over the disbelieving people" 2:286"For indeed, with hardship [will be] ease. For indeed, with hardship [will be] ease." 94:5-6 

Just you calm down not everyone in the world is horrible perhaps you are being purposed overseas for a reason to help them and yourself you think Canada and America is so bad you must first love yourself and appreciate what you have here or it will be same situations just different land ! Can you go without modern conveniences such as utilities small rations of food money ? These are things you might face from harsh weather not only tough people Be prepared they don't have all modernized things that you are accoustumed to in all areas Sacrafices might be necessary to endure a stable future later on please be strong you are loved be grateful humbled and brave help those less fortunate never forget your roots be forever humble and grateful

Just you calm down not everyone in the world is horrible perhaps you are being purposed overseas for a reason to help them and yourself you think Canada and America is so bad you must first love yourself and appreciate what you have here or it will be same situations just different land ! Can you go without modern conveniences such as utilities small rations of food money ? These are things you might face from harsh weather not only tough people Be prepared they don't have all modernized things that you are accoustumed to in all areas Sacrafices might be necessary to endure a stable future later on  please be strong you are loved be grateful humbled and brave help those less fortunate never forget your roots be forever humble and grateful