My fiance's older sister has 5 kids. CPS has them all because her oldest son's grandparents made some accusations. Rather than investigating they took the kids and told her she wasn't getting them until she divorces the man she is with, turns him in for what ever he is wanted for, admits herself to a rehab facility and stays clean for a full year. She refuses. She is pretending they are divorced... She only had her 2 sons and 1 daughter when all this started and even knowing any future kids would be taken at birth, she still had 2 more daughters and just 4 months ago claimed to be pregnant again but has since pretended she doesnt know what we're talking about and also denies the miscarriage she told her little sister she had. As for the little sister, she just got out of the military because she's pregnant. Instead of going home to WV like she was supposed to she snuck off to Georgia to be with a guy she met at basic training... She did this because he plea of psychosis didn't check out so she had to find another way out. She is currently 35 weeks. She has supposedly only had one ultrasound done but has no printed copies. Just a picture of a screen she took on her phone. No name or facility name. Just April 25, 2020 4:37pm .... Said she was 17 weeks but you couldn't even tell it was a baby... She just told me earlier tonight that she's having a boy... I found out February 26th that I was 4 weeks pregnant. I miscarried March 5th.She made her announcement minutes after my fiance told her we just lost our baby.2 weeks later their older sister said she was pregnant with baby #6. We went June 11th to see my new ObGYN.Started prenatals on June 17th.My cycle started June 21st.Should have ended August 6th.Cycle '2' should have started August 7th.I'm currently 14 days late. My breasts are sore, swollen, heavy, and there is a very noticeable color change.I'm sensitive to smells like anything fried, cleaners, air fresheners, candles, my favorite shampoo, and chocolate.I've been craving graham crackers and sunny-d. For the past 5 days, as soon as I wake up I throw up, and certain smells trigger the nausea. I am constantly tired and feel like a walking fire. I tested August 15th but it was negative. My ObGYN told me to wait a few days and test again (doing that today or tomorrow) but put in an order for me to get tested at my appointment the 25th with my new family doctor. I honestly don't know what to do if I'm not. I can't handle anymore disappointment but also I dont know what to do if I am. I feel like Im not meant to be a mother. I turned my back on religion when I prayed my hardest for the things I wanted in life and had them ripped away from me anyway.... I don't know what to do anymore...Any advice on how to cope and prepare for disappointments?

My fiance's older sister has 5 kids. CPS has them all because her oldest son's grandparents made some accusations. Rather than investigating they took the kids and told her she wasn't getting them until she divorces the man she is with, turns him in for what ever he is wanted for, admits herself to a rehab facility and stays clean for a full year. She refuses. She is pretending they are divorced... She only had her 2 sons and 1 daughter when all this started and even knowing any future kids would be taken at birth, she still had 2 more daughters and just 4 months ago claimed to be pregnant again but has since pretended she doesnt know what we're talking about and also denies the miscarriage she told her little sister she had. As for the little sister, she just got out of the military because she's pregnant. Instead of going home to WV like she was supposed to she snuck off to Georgia to be with a guy she met at basic training... She did this because he plea of psychosis didn't check out so she had to find another way out. She is currently 35 weeks. She has supposedly only had one ultrasound done but has no printed copies. Just a picture of a screen she took on her phone. No name or facility name. Just April 25, 2020 4:37pm .... Said she was 17 weeks but you couldn't even tell it was a baby...  She just told me earlier tonight that she's having a boy...  I found out February 26th that I was 4 weeks pregnant. I miscarried March 5th.She made her announcement minutes after my fiance told her we just lost our baby.2 weeks later their older sister said she was pregnant with baby #6. We went June 11th to see my new ObGYN.Started prenatals on June 17th.My cycle started June 21st.Should have ended August 6th.Cycle '2' should have started August 7th.I'm currently 14 days late. My breasts are sore, swollen, heavy, and there is a very noticeable color change.I'm sensitive to smells like anything fried, cleaners, air fresheners, candles, my favorite shampoo, and chocolate.I've been craving graham crackers and sunny-d. For the past 5 days, as soon as I wake up I throw up, and certain smells trigger the nausea. I am constantly tired and feel like a walking fire. I tested August 15th but it was negative. My ObGYN told me to wait a few days and test again (doing that today or tomorrow) but put in an order for me to get tested at my appointment the 25th with my new family doctor. I honestly don't know what to do if I'm not. I can't handle anymore disappointment but also I dont know what to do if I am.  I feel like Im not meant to be a mother. I turned my back on religion when I prayed my hardest for the things I wanted in life and had them ripped away from me anyway.... I don't know what to do anymore...Any advice on how to cope and prepare for disappointments? 