Why do we loose our value, when we start to value someone we love more. Why do they start treating you like you were nothing to them as soon as they find someone. Why do they treat your insecurities like something you have to handle on your own and they won't support you in it no matter what. It is devastating that they can leave you but cannot stop things that are hurting you. Being in a 7 year long relationship and still breaking your trust just because they want to gain others trust. Even after 7 years, the only thing they say to you is who are you to say this to me now. Making me loose my respect infront of others and still shamelessly doing things. He asked me why I was so scared of that other girl. I was scared because you smiled exactly the way you do today towards me when all this started. I was scared because I knew that she is soon going to be even more important than me. And look what happened. My fear turned out to be true. All of a sudden my value in your life is no more. All of a sudden I don't have a space in your life and she became so important to you. How do I get over this pain that is breaking me apart and just tearing me from inside. How do you expect me to suddenly loose you and move on after so long but the way you treated me, I just wanna let go of you and make myself better. It is just that it is so hard for me to think that you, the one I thought would never betray me is laughing with some other girl bitching about me. This feeling is devastating me. It is just breaking me so much that I don't know what to do. I just want to completely forget you, just want you to vanish from my thoughts and mind. I just want you to leave and never return back no matter what. Don't pick up my calls and say that I matter to you. Don't do things that will make me things you still have feelings for me and saying that you can't leave her.