I really like this girl. She’s so smart and we enjoy so many of the same things. We talk a lot and we look at the world in the same way. I’m not sure if I’m straight because I’m with a man but have had crushes on girls before. But she’s something else. She makes me feel so good and like I’m less alone. I feel so bad because I’m with someone that I think I’m going to marry but I have feelings for her. Is that horrible? Or maybe normal? I’m not sure. She’s amazing.