I really like my best friend. I was attracted to him before and then after a hookup we decided to stay friends, but I still have feelings for him. I just found out he’s talking to another girl and as his best friend I’m really happy for him. She’s a really nice girl but apparently she’s talking to other guys, which I feel is disrespectful to my friend as he deserves so much better than to be a second option. I don’t have anyone to tell because no one knows about my feelings for him. I really want the best for him and if she makes him happy then that’s fine, but it hurts to know that I can’t make him happy. I also feel like he doesn’t like me as a friend sometimes, as he playfully insults me but sometimes it feels genuine.