I lost a best friend. But not to death. But I guess it might as well be. They were hurt by my actions when I was in the process of a move & having a baby. As in not contacting as often, seeing how she was etc. which I apologized for.
But apparently it didn’t matter.
The times I was there through heart break, was the only one who gave here positivity instead of I told you so through health issues. Celebrations of new jobs and much more. It wasn’t enough.
I guess she wasn’t really a best friend of mine if I was just so easy to throw to the side.
I guess I’m better off but it hurts.