I was gone for so long... though I keep on coming back but everything has changed. I lost everything that I invested with. Things won't seem to be the same as it was before. I was too blinded and I forgot the people that I valued. I forgot the people that I used to spend my time with. I forgot about them because I was too focused of what I was currently having. I thought that was it but it wasn't.. You won't understand me because you are not me.. I realized it when I was left alone. I realized it when I became useless. Why didn't I realized it when I wasn't too attached? I sacrificed a big part of me for a single person and now I am trying to earn again what I had before. But it's never the same as before. It will never be. It keeps on eating my mind. I regret that I was too blinded and didn't see what I was losing. I don't wanna waste those memories... But I think I lost it already.