OK so you believe and I don't... Ish. I sort of do in so far as, I don't say nothing can be true as far as higher powers, but I am angry that if it does, it hasn't helped me ever. But that's the problem if you loved me, that would prove it is real, and worth believing in. I don't know why I love you, I know I do. I mean I know why, but why it should happen is a mystery. OK you're amazingly beautiful. Didn't think so first off, but now, I cannot think of anyone, I'd rather look at, come home to, be near. There's not another person who holds a candle to you in looks. But that's just physical, and that's not enough and I am far from being so shallow. To me you are sunshine, you're like when it's a perfect summers day and you can't help but be happy, birds are singing, the smell of cut grass and barbecues, the sound of kids laughing, a warm breeze blows gently at you, enough to be cool but not cold, the golden rays play over you and you feel joyful. That's what you make me feel. Do you know how ecstatic I am when I am near you? I'd choose being with you over a million dollars, I'd choose a short life with you, over a long one with any other people. You put the spark in my heart and happiness in my soul. You are the piece that completes me, a part of me that I never knew was missing until I knew that I loved you. And so I'd kneel before God and do what is right in his eyes to make myself right in yours. I would wait years to physically be with you knowing we would have decades to know each other intimately, and knowing by waiting I have honoured and respected you. And for me, being in your heart matters more than anything. To matter to you, be loved by you is the greatest prize on earth, to stand beside you prote ring, loving, loyal, honest, open to you like a book, because I have no part of me I want to hide from your light. Heaven is in your arms and to hold you and be loved by you is all I could ever want. Like you said though there are other factors. I wish I could turn back the hands of time, be there when you needed someone, and walk into today's present with you, to then walk into our future knowing you'd be there with me. Is there a wish I can grant? I would, but if I could not then if you asked for the stars, I'd never give up reaching out for them, just so you know like I'd never give up on your dreams, I'd never give up on you. I would stand beside you through anything, hold your hand every step of life's journey. I can only change so much of what is, but I am willing, all I want is to be able to one day say, will you marry me, will you share yourself with me, let me be all that you need because you are everything I need. You are loved and whatsoever distance may come between us, however time may separate us, there'll be one in this world, to love you without question from now u til he is no more.