i m 15 and i m suffering from depression, anxiety, bipolar, adhd. noone knows about that in my family. they treat me like a kid, a stupid kid. i m failing my classes. i m cant concentrate. they are making alot of presure on me and i cant take it anymore.idk what can i do about it. they are super strict. everytime i get scolded, i think of death. idk how sharing these would make me feel better. i wish i didnt existed. these books are eating me now. i wish i was dead. noone wants me. there s no use of me. i cant do anything. i m a failure. ik i need help but i dont trust anyone.