I’ve been putting myself down enough for this, but I could use any help I can get.
My boyfriend and I had a friend over, we got drunk. My boyfriend went to sleep, and the “friend” manipulated me into messing around. 5 second penetration, no thrust, but was already hard for awhile. I had a panic attack and made him stop and stay away from me. My boyfriend does not know, I don’t have the heart to tell him. I’m now 9 weeks pregnant, my boyfriend and I sleep together a lot unprotected. And the “friend” claims he has a low sperm count, but that’s still a 1 out of 3 chance. It’s 95% my boyfriends or 5% other guys. I definitely deserve this pain for what happened, but I couldn’t bare if my second child wasn’t my boyfriends. Please tell me if I’m over reacting or what my chances here are.