it's been 3 years since I've had even an inkling of attraction to someone, and I kind of miss it. I miss the lovely swirl of emotions that i would get just by talking to the person i was attracted to. I miss the feeling of love I would get when hanging around them.
it's gotten pretty lonely.
while theres no one I want to date, I do wish there was someone I wanted to date. I'd accept the first nerves and anxiety for a chance to love so much again.