I dont care for anyone anymore. Except him. Im not attracted to anyone but him. I just want to be with him but I cant. Hes worth trying but I cant. I would never do that to someone. I know im a bad person ik im a lot. I wouldnt hurt him like that by being with me. But it seems like im only ever happy anymore when im around him. Hes the only person who can make me feel better anymore.