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I miss you

I miss you so much, I'm tired of crying silent tears. I want you back so badly. But I have to keep reminding myself that you are not the one for me. It's been 6 months and I miss you everyday. I love you just as much as I did yesterday. I would forever be thankful for you being a part of my life. I wish to God that I remained friends with you and nothing more, because now i loose you in two ways.

You have my heart.... I know someday I'll get over you, I don't know when that dayj will be. For now I embrace the pain and hope for better days to come.

I love you ❤❤

I always will




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Im write their with you. I understand. I wonder if maybe instead of getting over them and having the pain stop, do we maybe just learn how to live with it? After a while maybe we just bedome a little more desensitized to the pain.










You want to get over me?


Why can't you tell them they ain't the one for you. What happened to honesty? Honesty is the only thing that will aet you free. What if they ain't free? If you were them you'd wanna know this...


You've accepted things they probably haven't.


I would really tell them all of this instead of them fimding outin other ways...then you risk even not having a friendship...

Its been a while since that article and the response. I do not know if you will even be checking for a response at this late time.

Do i want to get over the person of mine? The person I would have been missing and wrote that article to if id wrote that one?


No.


I had barley just started to accept the fact they had snuck past all my defenses.

No longer in denial, but alone in what I felt, unable to express it.

On sided ways are not the best place to be.

They are more lonely then nothing at all.

They hurt more

Especially when scared, expecting the upcoming pain of either rejection or the gradual seperation as two people grow separate and continue on their ways.

I am Unlike most people.

I do not keep my relationships superficial.

If your in, your in all the way.

You become part of my daily thoughts without effort.

No longer do i think of me and mine as separate from you and yours.

Unable to separate and keep distant, you become a daily habbit.

When i figure out meals,thoughts of you ???( Hmmm,do u like onion? Hmmm., think they will stop in for dinner? Should i make extra?), become the new norm without thought, without effort.

Wonderful some would think.

Cruel joke the universe played on me to be exact.

It sucks.

I feel everything, to the point where sadness causes physical pain.

Truley fuckin sucks.

Advil cant touch it.

Its debilitating at times.

Cant move. Everything hurts.


Welcome to the spectrum, leaving me with an internalized sensitivity to emotional stimulation, with an emotionally stunted growth at an early age do to trama and a habbit of only seeing the good in people.

Gullible and niave, do you know how many times i have been taking advantage of?

You would think that i would soon learn.

but I never will.

its not within my grasp to do so.

And so this time here come the walls.

The ones i cant get out of.

i thoughIts been a while since that article and the response. I do not know if you will even be checking for a response at this late time.

Do i want to get over the person mine? The person I would have been missing and wrote that article to if id wrote that one?

No.

I had barley just started to accept the fact they had snuck past all my defenses.

No longer in denial, but alone in what I felt, so unable to express it.

On sided ways are not the best place to be.

They are more lonely then nothing at all.

And they hurt more

Especially when scared, expecting the upcoming pain that either rejection or the gradual seperation as two people grow separate and continue on their ways.

I am Unlike most people.

I do not keep my relationships superficial.

If your in, your in all the way.

You become part of my daily thoughts without effort.

No longer do i think of me and mine as separate from you and yours.

Unable to separate and keep distant, you become a daily habbit.

When i figure out meals,thoughts of you ???( Hmmm,do u like onion? Hmmm., think they will stop in gfor dinner? Should i !ake extra?), become the new norm without thought, without effort.

Wonderful some would think.

Cruel joke the universe played on me to be exact.

It sucks.

I feel everytging, to the point where sadness Causes physical pain.

Truley fuckin sucks.

Advil cant touch it.

Its debelitating at ti.es.

Cant move. Everythi g hurts.

Welcome to the spectrum, leaving me with an oversensitized sensitvity to emotional stimulation, with an emotional stunted growth at an early age do to trama and a habbit of only seeing the good in people.

Guliable and niave, do you know how many times i have been taking advantage of?

you would think that i would soon learn.

but I never will.

its not within my grasp to do so.

And so here come the walls.

the ones i cant get out of.

i thought i was so protected.

Did all i couod think of to keep myself from wanting.

Reminding myself sometimes from minute to minute that their was no more.


DO YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THAT DID TO MY SELF-ESTEEM AND CONFIDENCE?

DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT DID TO ME, KNOWING I WOULD NEVER BE ENOUGH?


NO. I dont expect u ever suspected it.

I did all i could to never think of a future together.

To protect myself.


And here i stand.

Hopefully i learned a thing for the next coming up round.

If only i could get you out of my head long enough to stop missing yo