I miss the moment where you would wake me up just to ask for company to eat with you. I miss the moment where you would smack my head out of me just to help me grow to be a better person. I miss the moment where you would make breakfast, lunch, dinner for me. I miss the moment where you would nag at me because I don’t help you much in doing house chores. I miss the moment where you would always send text messages asking about me and pray for my best. I miss the moment where you would wake me up. I miss the moment where you would always be supportive towards me even tho there is time where you do not understand me. I miss the moment where we shopping together. I miss all those. You are still here but then I don’t feel the same connection that we used to have before. It’s like you are gone. I miss you. I really am. People would always ask me if I am okay and I would always say I am okay even when I am not when seeing your current condition right now. I miss you, mom. I really am. You used to give me support, your spirit to be always happy. But then you changed to someone that isn’t supportive at all, spiritless and forgetful when you having minor stroke rn. I really miss you. Only God know how much. I miss how I can always tell you that I am struggling with something and now I don’t have anyone to tell to. I feel so lost. Like my world crack to pieces.