my parents hate me and i feel so unwanted and unloved. ive never had a boyfriend or been loved by anyone. my best friend just dropped me bc i wasn't pretty enough. i'm not popular or pretty or smart for that matter. my parents are the source of my depression anxiety and anger issues and piled on top of that is all of my schoolwork. ive never self harmed but i have a very strong urge to do it. i'm young too which makes it worse. i'm so tired of this bullshit.