I need a break but can never express it

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I contacted the crises text line twice because my dad. I had bad grades and I get Intruble if I have bad scores. I contacted them at the end of my second and third marking period (1/2 and 3/4 the school year) I’ve also cut a lot because of how badly I get pressured from him. I get overwhelmed and I just need to be perfect and I can’t always be and it’s so hard. He’s been like this since grade school and I’m in highschool now. My sister is a straight A student and I hate getting compared to her. I have a hard time talking about how I feel because I feel like it’s not bad enough and I have no reason and that it doesn’t matter.