I feel out of place in my home, school and work. I feel unhealthy, depressed, I’ve given into failure so much I don’t feel like getting help. I just keep it all bottled up when I talk with my therapist and school therapist. I wear the same 3-4 outfits cause I don’t wanna “waste” my step moms money even though we have a ton of money. We live in a good neighborhood and I’m able to afford my own clothing from work money but I feel bad about spending money for clothes. Like I don’t deserve any of this, this should just go towards someone who truly needs help and not me.