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I Need Advice 🙏🏼

I am 12, but a lot has happened in my life already. My sister has committed suicide less than a year ago, and I found her body along with my mom. My parents are in the middle of a messy divorce that has dragged on for at least 3 years. I am asking for some help and advice. I am doing this anonymously because I am too scared to tell my mom and my therapist. I recently watched slender man stabbing videos on youtube. I realized than I am scared that I will hurt people. Like stab them. These thoughts are really disturbing for me, so they must be disturbing for you too. Let me enlighten you. These thoughts are like the good angel on one of my shoulders and the bad demon on the other. I argue with myself trying to reason with the bad side of myself. I also hate my body, but I don't really need to explain that. I am also stressed out a lot. Partially because I am scared of myself and partially because I don’t want to be pressured by the court to talk to my dad. Long story short, my life is very crazy right now, and I am very afraid that my brain is crazy and sick. I also don’t want to be sent to like a mental hospital or be put on meds because I love ballet and won’t be able to dance if that happens. Thank you, any support and advice will help.

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Re: I Need Advice 🙏🏼

I think that you should tell your mom or your therapist. They will be able to help you. I was just like you and I told my parents so they brought me to a therapist and she helped me overcome all of this. You should tell your therapist , He/she can help you too. It’s not that you are crazy, it is just how you feel because of everything that is happening in your life. I would feel that way too

Dear from experience, I use to call the name of God, Jesus and whenever such thoughts occur, I say in my heart in Jesus name, in Jesus name repeatedly and such thought is interrupted and he helps!

God be with you!


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Dear from experience, I use to call the name of God, Jesus and whenever such thoughts occur, I say in my heart in Jesus name, in Jesus name repeatedly and such thought is interrupted and he helps!

God be with you!

I'm 34 and have had a darker side that not even my husband knows about. I keep it completely hidden. Find a way to use the urges constructively. I forge knives and trinkets and sell them. I get to light a hot fire, bash my hammer against metal for hours until I'm exhausted and people pay me never knowing that I made the art in their hands because I'm filled with rage.


As long as you aren't hurting others you will be fine. If you are afraid of hurting someone you can always get help then.

It’s a fear response. And you must think that there is something wrong with you. It’s perfectly fine to become obsessed with doing something that you wouldn’t normally want to do. It’s just your body stress reaction. I want you to not tell your therapist because once that goes on your record, your therapist might not be a person you can trust. So rather than take the risk, I suggest that you find a way to work out the stress rather than talk about the effects of the stress which is that you’re having these thoughts with you can’t control.