I’ve been thinking a lot of suicide lately and it to the point where I get a sharp object and think about slitting my wrist and be done with it. Me being found dead in my room or in the bathroom found my mom or brother maybe sister. my family depressed my mom and dad surrounded by medical bills. My mom depressed to the point she doesn’t get out of her room. My dad working every day to pay the bills my brother smoking/drugs. My little sister stopped going to school very sad that she see my bed empty just like the way left it. My oldest sister even more depressed than what she was. And me just been selfish just want to get rid of this feeling in side of me. All I wanted to do was getting rid of the pain instead I passed it to my loved ones. excuse the gramática errors.