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i need help

i push people away even though i know i need them the most. i need help but i dont know how to ask for help i think im alone and no ones there to help me and im afraid that if i dont get help soon my thoughts will consume me and it could end me. im scared to be alone, but i choose to be alone. i usually think about how people i care about will die one day and i'll feel all alone again.