I think I have Borderline Personality disorder or something. I feel so empty. I have no purpose. Who even am I? I am nothing. I don't know my own self, who the hell am I? Why do I exist? It doesn't matter if I exist or not. Why can't I just die? I can't get these thoughts out of my head. They won't leave me alone. I don't know what to do, please if anyone has advise or help or something, anything, I need help. I can't keep living like this, but I'm afraid to die.