When I(female) was in 6th grade, I brought my bother into my room and our friends daughter who was the same age as him. Which they were young. I taught them how to do sexual things to each other. It's been so many years now but I have carried this with me and cry about it all the time because I can't even believe I did that and hurt them like that. I believe I was molested as a child, I knew of sexual things from the young age of 5 and knew what felt good. And it kills me to know that I did that same thing to them. I recently was molested again my brothers dad and I break down about that a lot but I can't help but feel it was payback for all the pain I caused. I know when he gets older and he remembers, that my family will never look at me the same and I wish I had the guts to just off myself but I feel even worse that he wouldn't get any closure when he needs it.