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I need to vent

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I live in a tiny 2 bedroom apartment with my mom, brother and 3 cats, 2 of my cats are kittens, 1 of my kittens keeps peeing everywhere and it's driving my mom insane, and today she said we're probably going to bring that kitten to the shelter because if he has blatter issues or he doesn't break this habit

we probably can't take care of him, he's honestly my favorite, and because of my attachment issues I'm pretty emotionally attached to him and my other kitten is his sister and the thought of having to separate them is heartbreaking and I can't stop crying we where even thinking on making him my emotional support animal or a service animal for my hearing loss and/or asthma and I've become so emotionally attached to him that if my mom really brings him to the shelter I'll probably never forgive her.

And to make matter worse my only friend who I met online a while ago is ghosting me and I don't know why they won't respond to my messages or anything and I have really bad abandonment and previously mentioned attachment issues they're the only person I have and I don't know what to do and at this point I don't even know if I can keep going, my life is crumbling down around me and I can't do anything about it, I have no one to talk to and no healthy coping mechanisms, the only keeping me going was my cats but even they're being taken from me and I don't think I can do this anymore.