i love you so much and i hope you are doing alright now that you are gone. I just wish that i had cherished our time together more deeply. Remembered more details from those cold mornings ditching class down by the lake. Laughed more at the jokes you made. Cried more we you left us all. It hurts e to say that I almost forgot you one day and i have never cried more in my life apart from that evening. It felt like a part of my heart had been gouged out and replaced with concrete. We all miss you. Especially Jack. I love you so much.