I've always been very judgmental of others and thought I knew everything. With that said its easy to say I deserved the shitty life I got. Still after learning time and again I think I know everything about somebody from giving them one look. I dont give people a chance and it hurt me in the end. I hope I can break the pattern but there are less and less opportunities to redeem myself. Part of me just loves certain people so much I think no one in the future could ever compare to them.