Something I think why am I alive...
Why shouldn't I get some kind of cancer or something. I m a burden. One parent didn't bother to wait and ran away before I came into this world and other doesn't understand to be parent.
Yes I have beautiful people taking care of me live just for me but it doesn't make me feel good maybe I m lucky to have them but I just don't feel it . I'm scared of life , tomorrow
I'm not even healthy adding extra burden to my people.
Soon I'm graduating I can't depend upon them my whole life . I don't know if anyone will hire me well I have a baby face I look like 15yr old whose gonna hire me? God knows...
I have spent whole my life in my home I'm not good at interacting with people don't know to have a proper conversation
World hates me or I hate world.
I question my existence I'm no help to no one I don't think anyone needs me
It's ok if I m not in this world.
reality now I'm scared about tomorrow
What am I going to do?
I know I need to do something but I need someone to tell me do this I'm good at following directions but making a decision I don't know... I'm scared