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I think I am dying :(

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So my parents recently split.. but my mom moved out into a new house, but every time I go to my dads house I feel like I am dying and I have really bad anxiety attacks and I feel like I am going to faint, and I feel like I cannot get air into my lungs, but that only happens at my dads house, I also wake up crying for absolute no reason so I choose not to sleep. But that also lead to the down fall to my school work and I am in grade 11 so I need to pass. But this only happens on my dads week, I am 16 so I get the choice to move out of my dads to move in permanently with my mom but I'd feel so bad because I love my dad a lot. But I just cant breath when I am around him it feelings like I am suffocating and I hate it. I just don't know what to do. My anxiety attacks also lead to my friends leaving me and bullying me. I don't know how much more I can take. I gasp for air every 5 minutes and it hurts. I tried taking anxiety lessons for helping people breath but they are not working.





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