So as the title says, I think I was sexually abused when I was a toddler. I am 12 now. I’ll tell you my reasons. So basically I have been masterbating for a long time. I remember doing it when I was 6. And I’ve found some drawings from when I was about 8. Well you can guess... My parents are really over-protective. Once a went a bit ahead on a walk and my dad told me off and said someone could have kidnapped me or something. He also mentioned about someone might want to kidnap a girl. I found it confusing at the time but I think I understand now. I’ve searched online for an article or something between 2008 and 2013 but I haven’t found anything. I have moderate-severe depression and am passive idealistic suicide bordering on active (btw my parents don’t know). I don’t know what to think really. I’d be grateful if you could reply with your thoughts but I know that there are many other people on here more in need of help.