self hatred

I think I’m developing an eating disorder

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Everyone has always had me pegged as a confident girl but recently I’ve had a lot of self hatred and I think that’s developing into body image like I my body looks different to me everyday sometimes it’s to skinny somtimes it’s to flabby sometimes it’s to muscle and intrusive thoughts tell me that if I’m not working out 24/7 that I’m a waste of space and if I eat anything that isn’t healthy I don’t care about my dreams of becoming a professional athlete and everyone is encouraging uring me saying this mindset is good because it will drive me but it’s really breaking me down it just really hurts you know? Am I over reacting ? Is this a sign of an eating disorder