So for the past 3-4 months, me and a friend started to hangout at his place. I love hanging out with him since it's fun and we can geek out about music. I actually meet him for the first time a year earlier when I was invited to a birthday dinner party at a seafood restaurant. I soon found out that he found me attracted because I had a belly. Which was very flattering because that was the first compliment I've gotten about my body. Anyway, we started hanging out and he suggested we try being FWB (friends with benefits). At first I wasn't for it but I agreed and enjoyed it. But now it feels like I'm breaking the one rule of FWBs, developing feelings. It's supposed to be no strings attached, just two bros helping eachother out. Which was helpful since he helped me discover some of my kinks, likes and dislikes. He already expressed that he's not looking for a relationship. And I'm sort of agree too. With so much going on and me being in-between jobs, I don't have time to find a boyfriend. But I started to feel something for him, I get excited whenever we chat and definitely get excited when I go to his place. Just being near him puts me at ease and I feel like I can finally relax. But I'm afraid to go for it in fear of ending our current friendship. I know he likes me because I am his type of guy and I'm really chill. Shoot I even allowed myself to drink with him. That's how comfortable I am around him. So I don't know. Maybe I should let things be and let it grow naturally. Or I can be bold and confess but risk a good friendship. I think I'll stick to option 1 for now.