Hey so for over the 2 years I became addicted to pain killers, I would take different types multiple times a day. It made me short tempered, angry all of the time, yet it was the only thing that slowed down my thoughts and stopped my head from racing. I stopped taking painkillers back in January (unless I genuinely needed them for illness or injury) I had been doing well and happier, and more calm, and been in a better headspace. However, recently started the urge to take them again. I'm trying to stay strong on not taking them, but sometimes I'm having a wobble and I really want to go back taking them.