Alright, this one is probably going to be screwed up. I want to say for the record that I did nothing illegal. However, I want to draw a line in the sand.
I used to find fat art attractive. None of that atrocious blob or gas stuff, but I had an attraction to fat characters. DeviantArt, Furaffinity. It was unhealthy. I never saw genitalia or any of that turgid material.
Recently I realized how screwed up I was after listening to some Catholic liturgies. I've let go of my obsession for a few days. But I have to live knowing I had an attraction to this kind of atrocious material. I've got a life to lead now, and hopefully I can carry on in life normally.