i wanna be myself in front of my parents but i just can't i mean if you have Asian parents you know what it feels like, the comparing you with other children and stuff, me being friendless because my parents wont let me have some because they say it will only be a burden to me, they said hurtful stuff about me and i thought its ok when people talk shit about me but it hurts when it comes to your own parents, they even had the audacity to tell me that "Your should open up to us we could help" oh god and what destroy my whole reputation it just, they say they just want the best for me but why do they say hurtful words, earlier i opened up to them, is said that they say a lot of hurtful stuff to me and led me to a bit of ptsd when thinking about the stuff they did to me like hitting my hand and back and they said THEY SAID "you're being dramatic, maybe we should get a therapist for you" i- now everyone thinks im crazy or imagining stuff that never happens this, well this is life i guess?-Y