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I wanna disappear

I have been given everything I need, I have a good life. I’m not ungrateful, I’m not a ‘home wrecker.’ My family doesn’t believe in the levels of depression or self loathing.

I am not cisgender, or straight, so I feel really insecure already. And not knowing what I am, or what I’m called is putting a lot of pressure on me.


i was raised to not commit suicide, as much as I make attempts to do so. It’s not what I need, I want to disappear. At this moment, for just a break. A breath of fresh air...or something to live for. Something that won’t leave my side...


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Re: I wanna disappear

you don’t know what it’s like

waking up, feeling nothing at all

you don’t know what it’s like

living every day in this numbness

you don’t know what it’s like

inside this head

you don’t know what it’s like

waiting for the voices to quiet down

you don’t know what it’s like

knowing that everything is breaking

and you don’t feel anything

you don’t know what it’s like

laying alone wishing you’d disappear

you don’t know what it’s like

Hope this helps you feel less alone