I have a wonderful boyfriend. He is the best I could wish for in men. We have been dating for over a year now, but women... I can not just ignore the fact, that they are.
My bi-curiosness has been with me for way too long for me to just step over it. Long story short, kpop introduced me how women are, how they have a way deeper affect on me than men. And now I am confusion in the most honest way.
I am lost and I do not have any ideas on how to cope with all these rushes of mixed emotions, anxiety and depression.
I do not really know how this website works, and I definitely do not know if this belongs here, but I just wanted to get this off my chest somewhere.