My friends always conpliment me and have light conversations with me, but then I watch them talk to their other friends. They act so much more different and it makes it seem fake when they talk to me. It’s like they only say those things just to be nice, not because they like talking to me. Even when my boyfriend talks to me, he doesn’t act the same. Maybe I should just stop being the quiet kid and start being the idiot I am. Then they get to see who they’re talking to. Not the quiet kid in tbe back of the room, the kid who doesn’t know what they’re doing.