I hate myself. I don’t know why I feel this way, I constantly have to change things about myself to feel content for just a little while before having to change everything else. From my style to my hair, I’ve cut and dyed it over 8 times, not once being happy how it came out. I’ll be happy and feel pretty w/ how I look one day but find faults I obsess about for weeks. I miss wearing shorts, I can’t wear shorts without feeling as though I look like a twig, I’m about 130 lbs so I’m not completely thin but not as thick as I’d like. I find me wearing shorts disgusting because I feel as though I look anorexic or underweight or displeasing to others. I’ve constantly been told I’m too skinny or asked if I even eat, even though those are completely innocent thoughts I take them to heart with my whole being. Im jealous, Im jealous because a pretty girl know with thick, beautiful thighs said that they hate how they look. The person I know doesn’t truly hate how they look, they are searching for compliments. She gets so many boys who like her. She doesn’t hate how she looks, i hate how i look. As a person who struggles with self worth and body image I got set off one day and blew up on her because she doesn’t notice how lucky she is, and the whole locker room looked at me like I was crazy. I’m tired of hating myself