Ok so I'm a 17 year-old girl and my life really is a fucking trash. Also I'm ugly inside and out. I hate my abusive father and yeah.
I'm a fuck-up at studying bro I have like -1 IQ. I don't have friends and don't think I'd want to have 1 either so...
I've had some friends that I've met on Facebook but I destroy everything around me so yeah ;)
I worry for almost all the time over nothing. I suck at socializing. Ofc most of u would think "If you want to doe then just do it. Why even tell people?"
Last year I decided to tell my mother about the weird feeling that I get when I'm around ppl and she was like "daym u going crazy" lmao not exactly like that but seriuosly I really regret it.
I belived those people that ur family will help you but it all just bs.
I want to commit stop breathing pls. But idk how. Not UwU
The thing that keeps me alive for now r my fav. anime like really. I'm waiting for SnK season 4 hehe