Fuck I hate my life so bad, the only thing stopping me from killing myself is my mom, she would be so traumatized if I died. I have a step father who touched me when I was 6, I thought nothing of it. He tried again just this year, I am 13. I started hating him, why woild he cheat on his own wife with his fucking daughter. This made me feel so bad for my mother, who is mentally ill, lost her fortune, and got raped and had me. I thought about suicide when he tried to touch me. Just today, he fought with his mother (in filipino) do I didn't understand anything. He threatened me and my mom to kill himself, which would ruin both our lives. I would get adopted, my mom would become homeless. Just recently I was ghosted by my best friend and I felt like they didn't give a shit when I vented to them. Please help me and thank you for reading this.

Fuck I hate my life so bad, the only thing stopping me from killing myself is my mom, she would be so traumatized if I died. I have a step father who touched me when I was 6, I thought nothing of it. He tried again just this year, I am 13. I started hating him, why woild he cheat on his own wife with his fucking daughter. This made me feel so bad for my mother, who is mentally ill, lost her fortune, and got raped and had me. I thought about suicide when he tried to touch me. Just today, he fought with his mother (in filipino) do I didn't understand anything. He threatened me and my mom to kill himself, which would ruin both our lives. I would get adopted, my mom would become homeless. Just recently I was ghosted by my best friend and I felt like they didn't give a shit when I vented to them.Please help me and thank you for reading this.

Hey thereI feel sorry for whatever is happening to you.Your Mom is surely a strong womenI guess you can try talking to one of your relatives incase they can help.If you need someone to talk to, you can mail me - andhhg000@gmail.comI hope that things go better with you and your momYour anonymous friend:)

Hey thereI feel sorry for whatever is happening to you.Your Mom is surely a strong womenI guess you can try talking to one of your relatives incase they can help.If you need someone to talk to, you can mail me - andhhg000@gmail.comI hope that things go better with you and your momYour anonymous friend:)

Re: I want to die so bad

Hello there! I feel like crying while reading your post tbh. :( It hurts me that you have to undergo all that. I am a Filipino. Does your mother know what his husband did to you? I think you need to seek help from your relatives. If they don't believe you, go to the authorities. Do a medical examination to prove that that guy touched you. It will be your proof. Just be strong and hold on. I may not know you but I care for you. I'm just here on post.Remember that there is still hope amidst the negative things that happened to you. I pray that you will get out of this bad situation and l pray for your freedom from the abuse that you are experiencing. Hoping this helps.

Hello there! I feel like crying while reading your post tbh. :( It hurts me that you have to undergo all that. I am a Filipino.  Does your mother know what his husband did to you? I think you need to seek help from your relatives. If they don't believe you, go to the authorities. Do a medical examination to prove that that guy touched you. It will be your proof. Just be strong and hold on. I may not know you but I care for you. I'm just here on post.Remember that there is still hope amidst the negative things that happened to you. I pray that you will get out of this bad situation and l pray for your freedom from the abuse that you are experiencing.Hoping this helps.

As cliche as it may sound; this too shall pass. Remember that! Also! You are brave and sensible enough to realize and differ on whats wrong and right. I commend you on that. You should be proud of yourself that you seperate the wrong from the right. The situation might be tough, extremely frustrating or depressing but remember the time you have to live your life is a gift. Dont blame yourself because of your dad who is also a patient or just a pervert. Be conscious of the fact that there are always other options and opportunities in life- try to invest in yourself, be extra loyal with your studies or job *(in the future).. I know its extremely tough for a 13 yr old, but you are a brave sensible girl. You may not have your friend all the time you do have god! May you shine , stay safe and progress. Aameen.

As cliche as it may sound; this too shall pass. Remember that! Also! You are brave and sensible enough to realize and differ on whats wrong and right. I commend you on that. You should be proud of yourself that you seperate the wrong from the right. The situation might be tough, extremely frustrating or depressing but remember the time you have to live your life is a gift. Dont blame yourself because of your dad who is also a patient or just a pervert. Be conscious of the fact that there are always other options and opportunities in life- try to invest in yourself, be extra loyal with your studies or job *(in the future).. I know its extremely tough for a 13 yr old, but you are a brave sensible girl. You may not have your friend all the time you do have god! May you shine , stay safe and progress. Aameen. 

hii im jay and i went through the same thing i used to get touched a lot when i was younger and my mom was never around and till this day she still is not and my father has a whole new family but i am so so so sorry about what you have been going through just know that it will get better just keep trying and never give up ok i almost succeeded with ending my life a few weeks ago and trust me being of life support and all them breathing tubes are not fun ok so just try and stay happy for me and if you have instagram u can text me or call me anytime you need help or want to vent or something _jayy.bbyy_ and if nobody told you today iloveeyouu stay strong...

hii im jay and i went through the same thing i used to get touched a lot when i was younger and my mom was never around and till this day she still is not and my father has a whole new family but i am so so so sorry about what you have been going through just know that it will get better just keep trying and never give up ok i almost succeeded with ending my life a few weeks ago and trust me being of life support and all them breathing tubes are not fun ok so just try and stay happy for me and if you have instagram u can text me or call me anytime you need help or want to vent or something _jayy.bbyy_ and if nobody told you today iloveeyouu stay strong...