I've been wanting to escape. I want to leave. I want to go somewhere far without anyone knowing who I am. I want to go somewhere where I can breathe. I shut everyone off. I deleted all my social media accounts, I don't want to talk to anyone at all. And, there's this on going project that we're having at school. A film. And, I'm stuck. I don't what I should do. I'm so confuse and I'm panicking. What should I do? I want to just disappear. I don't want anyone to find me. I can't describe what I'm feeling but I have this thought that I want to escape tho I don't even know what's haunting me. I'm scared and I feel so hopeless. Maybe I should just kill myself and everything's going to be quiet. I don't know. The people around me won't understand. I badly want to disappear. I just hope that someone can take me away or someone can just kill me. Or maybe, I should just do it.