The internet-loaded-incident-shit was maybe a big sign for you NOT to do it
You know.. suicide won't be a great solution
If you've been planning to have suicide, write down the Pros & Cons first
Life is so unpredictable, so I guess you wouldn't know what will happen after you die
You wouldn't even know if you'll be happy too
I've had thoughts of suiciding as well, but what bothers me more are the things I won't be able to do anymore
and that's what makes me want to live instead.. sometimes I've been thinking of being unable to get my revenge would be a great regret LOL
(PS: I did my revenge quite several times, and presently I think I'm also doing it so people won't benefit from me, making them sadder than me makes me feel better -- omg is this weird?!)
I wanna live free and I wanna stay away from people who won't be of help or whom I don't like
Do things that you like without giving a fuck on what others will say/think
Don't just end it with a suicide, before you do, make sure you had your revenge -- then make a great exit!
Good luck