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I want to fucking die

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Mom, you're a fucking asshole. There, I said it. As always, I feel like a fucking guilty bitch for throwing these harsh words towards you here. But you always make sure to fuck up my life more and more, you step on me and crush me so mercilessly that these insults keep fogging my mind no matter how much I try to suppress them. I'm just fucking sick of continuously being fucked up by your endless abuse. Just when will you stop? You don't EVER stop. You're a fucking monster. I hate you so much. Did you bring me to this world just to torment me in this fucking hell you created? Why the fuck didn't you just abort me when you were going to fuck up my life in every way possible? I'm tired, mom. I'm so fucking SICK of continuously living in agony and fear that you've ingrained into me. I don't think I'll ever be able to escape this diseased mind that you've fostered into me. I'm fucking sick of it, and yet you don't take the slightest responsibility and you won't ever do it either. Actually, fuck that, don't take it. Just please fucking stop? Let me live rest of my life in some fucking peace? You can't even do that? You can't even imagine just what you've done to me. Even if I try to explain it to you, you just won't understand. You'll just blame me, you'll just tell me to live normally and gratefully. Fuck that. I've been doing this since I was a child. I've been doing this since fucking ages. What the fuck has it been of any use to me? It just made me fall deeper into this fucking hellhole you created. What the fuck is the use of that? Why the fuck do you lay these fucking impossible expectations to me? I'm just a fucking human, A TEEN FOR FUCK'S SAKE. WHY the fuck do I have to bear all of that with a fucking smile and quietly? Just... Fuck you. Fuck you, mom, fuck you. Fuck you for ruining every bit of me. Thanks to you, I can't fucking function and live like a normal fucking human being. Be so fucking proud of that.