I'm hurt, I'm anxious, I'm sad, I'm lonely I'm so ashamed and confused and I don't know what to do or think anymore. I always put a smile on my face when I go out, when I talk to my family and friends but when I go back to my room, I switch the light off, go to the corner and cry. I wanna scream but I couldn't. It hurts so much my chest feels so tight I feel like it's so hard to breathe. No one understands and no one will. I get panic attack every once in a while but no one knows, I get anxiety attack and no one knows. I have lost my appetite, I don't even wanna eat anymore I feel like I don't even feel hunger at all. I have hard time sleeping. Sleeping so hard for me to do. I feel weak and I tremble Everytime I cry. I don't feel like going out of my room anymore, I just don't want to, I don't want to see people. My head hurts Everytime I cry and my mind is flooded with a lot of thoughts. When I cry, my knees weaken and I feel like it's hard for me to stand up. I can't fake my happiness anymore, I can't fake a smile anymore, I can't do it anymore. I wanna end this. It's hurting me so much. I can't go out of my room, talk to my mom like I don't feel anything. I can't anymore. I wanna end this. I wanna end me.